I have been in a very good mood for the past week. Ben and I started dieting, and that makes me feel less poopy than I care to admit. We’ve also started a pretty strict fitness regimen: we play Wii for an hour (or until our arms are just 1 step away from falling off) every afternoon. Since I can now stop obsessing about the self-destruction, I can focus on all the other fucked up bits of my life.

Tomorrow is Matilde’s wedding and I am not going. The only thing that doesn’t give me as much satisfaction as it should, is that my grand “FUCK YOU!” gesture might somehow go unnoticed. I was guilted into buying her a gift (that’s €40 I could’ve so put to better use) and that’s enough for me. I am enjoying being this petty. Actually, petty I feel not, I feel entitled to purge these people out of my life. My time of need really made me face how shitty some of my “friends” are, so I’m in the market for new ones. If only I ever met interesting people! I have high hopes in Paolo and his circle of friends. And hopefully Ben will go out, spread his Italian knowledge and win us some top notch friends.

For now, I will go enjoy my Friday and make plans for my Saturday. It’s even pouring down rain, what more could I ask for?

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